The Secrets We Keep

 

The hospital room was filled with sunlight and soft beeping monitors. I remember thinking how perfect that moment was—the kind you freeze in your memory. My eldest daughter, Lina, just six years old, held her newborn baby sister, Elsie, for the first time. Her arms were too small, her posture a little stiff, but her face glowed with pride.

“She’s so small,” Lina whispered.

I smiled and adjusted the blanket around Elsie’s tiny body. “You were this small once too.”

Lina giggled, then leaned down and pressed her lips to her sister’s forehead. She looked up at me, her eyes calm and unusually serious.

“Now,” she said quietly, “I have someone to keep the secrets with.”

The words struck me like a wrong note in a symphony.

“What do you mean, sweetheart?” I asked.

Lina shrugged, all innocence. “Nothing. Just playing.”

I wanted to chalk it up to imagination, the way kids sometimes say strange things without any deeper meaning. But something about the way she said it—so intentional, so sure—stuck with me.

When we brought Elsie home, Lina adjusted beautifully. She helped with bottles, sang lullabies, and even insisted on picking out her sister’s clothes each morning. But there were moments that didn’t sit right.

I once walked by her room and heard her whispering to her dolls: “We don’t tell Daddy.”

Another time, I saw her holding Elsie close and whispering, “The monster only comes when he’s not home.”

I told myself again—just imagination. Lina loved fairy tales, made-up stories. It was probably some game she invented. But the knot in my stomach tightened.

One night, I woke up to a flicker on the baby monitor. I’d set it up in the girls’ room more for peace of mind than necessity. The image was grainy but clear enough.

Lina was standing in the hallway outside our bedroom door. Just standing. Not moving. Watching. Her face was pale. Her eyes… blank.

I got out of bed quickly, opened the door, but found nothing. The hallway was empty.

The next morning, I asked her gently if she’d been up in the night.

“No, Mommy,” she said. “I was sleeping.”

That evening, while tidying her room, I found a piece of paper folded beneath her pillow. On it was a drawing—two small girls holding hands, huddled in a corner. Behind them loomed a tall, faceless figure with long arms and no eyes.

Beneath the drawing, in shaky letters, she had written:

“Don’t let him take her.”

I showed it to James, my husband. He frowned but dismissed it. “She’s just being dramatic. Kids make up monsters. She’s probably nervous about the new baby.”

But something deep inside me said this wasn’t normal.

We scheduled an appointment with a child psychologist.

We never made it.

Two days before the appointment, during a sunny afternoon playtime in the backyard, Lina vanished.

I was folding laundry when I realized it had gone quiet. Too quiet.

I called her name. Searched the house. Panic gripped me as minutes turned into a frantic hour. Then I noticed the shed in the corner of the backyard—always locked, barely used.

The door creaked open.

Inside, sitting on the dusty floor, was Lina. Elsie was in her arms, wrapped in a blanket. Her small face was tense, eyes red.

“I had to protect her,” she said. “The monster was coming.”

I knelt beside her, my voice shaking. “What monster, baby?”

Lina looked at me, then down at her baby sister.

“He smells like Daddy… and sounds like him when he yells.”

It was like the world tilted.

Later that night, I told James everything. At first, he denied it—insisted he never laid a hand on her. But his face broke when I told him what she’d said.

And then he confessed.

During my pregnancy, I’d been so tired, so overwhelmed, I hadn’t noticed the signs. James had started drinking again. Not every night. But enough. And sometimes, when I was asleep, or resting, he’d get frustrated. Yell. Slam doors. Lina, too young to understand, too scared to speak up, had carried it all alone.

In her mind, the monster was real. And it wore her father’s voice.

James moved out the next day.

He entered treatment. Therapy. He called every day, but never forced contact. He said he understood if we never forgave him.

Lina began therapy too. At first, she barely spoke. But slowly, she opened up.

She stopped drawing monsters.

She started sleeping through the night.

She laughed again.

Months passed. Life slowly found a new rhythm.

One evening, after reading bedtime stories, Lina looked at me as I tucked her in.

“Mommy?” she whispered.

“Yes, baby?”

“I don’t need to keep secrets anymore.”

I hugged her tight, and for the first time in what felt like forever, I didn’t feel fear in her little arms. Just warmth.

James, now months sober, continues his journey. Lina has allowed him back, slowly. There are rules. Boundaries. Family therapy.

Some days are hard. Some are full of joy.

But the monsters? They’re not hiding in closets anymore.

Sometimes, the scariest monsters aren’t imaginary. They’re the people we love—until they choose to change.

And sometimes… healing begins with one brave little whisper.

THE END

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